Professional Killer.
So I was talking to my sister and brother-in-law yesterday about old girlfriends and boyfriends and stuff… I remember there being this one crazy girl named Yasmin which I met on ICQ actually back in secondary school. She was egyptian or half egyptian I think. Anyway, after chatting for a week, we met up for lunch and a movie and she was alright. That is until she began coming on to me… very strongly. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I like girls. I do. Really. But Yasmin began calling me all the time and just acting all crazy. She would then begin demanding to know “Why don’t you call me and I always have to call you?” and “Why don’t you talk to me immediately whenever I come online?”. My answer: Because you’re a fuckin’ psycho!? Maybe. Just maybe. I’m not ready for that kind of commitment! Sheesh, we just went out one time and then she thinks we’re married or something.
Then of course my sister told me that maybe I’m just not boyfriend material. Yasmin is a poor example because she’s a nutcase but then my sis pointed out maybe why I don’t have a girlfriend is because I’m just so aloof. I don’t really bother so girls have no idea that I’m interested and now that I think about it, I think that’s why I have so many girl friends. And even them I don’t really make any initiative to call just to say hi. I’m a lousy friend. Sorry Nicole, Huishan, Wanting.
I wondered if there’ll be any girl out there who’d still like me despite my aloofness but my sis told me I’d be hard pressed to find one. Girls are emotional creatures and always need some kind of emotional attachment. And because I’m so emotionally detached all the time, and seem to not show any interest, girls lose interest as well. I have no emotional attachment to anything at all. So then I think, maybe I’m like Martin Q. Blank. And if I join the army and took service exam, and to quote him, “my psych results (would) fit a certain profile. A certain “Moral flexibility” would be the best way to describe it…”
Maybe I could become a professional killer as well.
Which John Cusack Are You?
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Az September 13th, 2005 at 6:11:28 am
Sorry dear. I’m trying.