Matrix rocks!! but Life sucks!!
Yay! watched Matrix Reloaded on Sunday and i have to say it was AWESOME!! i thoroughly enjoyed it. and i can’t wait the next few months for Revolutions. I guess i shall keep myself busy and play Enter The Matrix! muahahaha.. All i have to say about those who thought there was too much talking and philosophy stuff, i guess you’re not anime fans?? Matrix has a lot of comic/manga/anime styling and usually, and especially in anime’s you often have lots of philosophies and hidden messages. i’ll mention a few popular ones: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Lain, Ghost In The Shell.
Hmm, things have been piling up.. Got to visit DBS bank (yes, i still haven’t done it yet). At least i’ll be having dinner with friends tomorow. =)
I really wish i finally found a job. The problem isn’t that there aren’t ANY jobs out there. There are: Starbucks manager for one. but the problem is finding a job related to your field of study… and i think i’m pretty sure many of you may agree with me on that. Or not..
i really made a mistake choosing the IT field. too much project-based work and i hate deadlines. I should have taken something more to do with science. I was always good in that… Maybe some kind of engineering. Or at least the programming side of IT. i made the mistake of going for content creation and it’s not like my design skills are any good anyway… I’m not creative in the least. I was always more of a science & maths person. i HATED humanities and arts.
My stupid course in poly didn’t do me any good either. It’s all stuff i could have learnt on my own! And all it thought me was to be a jack of all trades. and therefore.. master of none. i really need to specialise in something. Be a specialist. an authority. expert. GURU! that’s what i need. but i really have no clue what to do… I have yet to find my niche in life… I have no talent. i look at my friends… Farhan and his artistic skills, Zhaki and his writing, Raizan and his music, Boes and his.. um… ok.. nvm Boes. But i haven’t found mine!! what am i good at!!? slacking. procrastinating. etc…
Urgh, i’m a horrible person. A lazy bum. I thought of maybe writing some screenplays. of tv shows.. or something.. maybe a sitcom *gasp!* STOP IT!! alrite… i’m sure you’ve heard this saying all the time: “Find a job you love, and you’ll never work a day in your life.” I really wish it’d come true for me. But that is afterall just wishful thinking…
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