Nice late nights..
Alrite.. now for Saturday… but, reading back at my previous post about Friday, my life seems kinda boring. I wish i could say stuff like ‘I went bungee jumping off the Westin Stamford today, it was awesome’. But sadly, life isn’t as exciting as i wish it would be. I really like Emirates’ Ad Campaigne ‘When was the last time you did something for the first time?’ I wish i could find something new to do or try everyday. Maybe if i had the courage. Oh no, it’s turning into a rant… will continue after the day’s happenings.
Short Version:
Went to School in the morning. Talked to my lecturer. Got some advice and job oppurtunities. Went back home. Sister’s boyfriend came home for dinner. Nice guy. Quite happy for my sister. A little jealous maybe.. that she seems to have everything going for her at the moment. A nice job, a healthy relationship. Ah well.. Went to Frankel Daud Seafood Restaurant to meet the usual suspects. Downed some teh tarik and teh cino. Chit-chatted til about 2am and shared a cab home. Had a nice chat online with Nic and Huishan. Nic said probably the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. Here’s a portion:
< @CityAngel> or like.. U IDIOT DUN U NOE I LIKE U TOO
< +Santino> oh gawd.. i imagine a girl telling me that.
< @CityAngel> azmi
< @CityAngel> if got ger suddenly sae that to u
< @CityAngel> wat u think
< +Santino> i’d think, ‘why in the world do you like ME?’
< @euphrosyn> You’re just hankering for compliments aren’t you..
< @euphrosyn> heh.
< +Santino> me?
< @euphrosyn> Because you’re nice. Because you’re there.
< @euphrosyn> Because you listen, and we know you’re listening.
< @CityAngel> wah
< +Santino> yea.. a girl’s best friend..
< @euphrosyn> Because you have a nice smile. Because you do care.
< @CityAngel> oO
< +Santino> i want everyone to like me! i think it’s a problem….
< @CityAngel> azmi
< @euphrosyn> Az, I’m not even in love with you, and I can think of so many reasons why someone would like you.
< @CityAngel> everyone likes u!
< @CityAngel> =]
< @CityAngel> i think azmi got a confidence problem
< @euphrosyn> lol
< @euphrosyn> yeah
< @euphrosyn> maybe we should hire a few girls to pretend to like him.
< +Santino> i’m quite aware of an inferiority complex.
< @euphrosyn> Azmi, I’m sure you’ll find some nice quiet girl who’ll love you completely.
< @euphrosyn> someday.
< +Santino> thank you nicole.
< @CityAngel> i agree with nick
< @euphrosyn> lol
< +Santino> that really means a lot. =)
* +Santino hugs shan and nic.
< @euphrosyn> aw.
< @euphrosyn> late nights are so nice sometimes.
Made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.. hehe. I also realise i’m probably relationship handicapped or something. I know so many girls, i could have had feelings for any one of them, but i think i’m subconciously preventing myself from doing so. A defense mechanism? I prevent myself from liking the girls any more than just friends so that i prevent myself from getting hurt? I really don’t know. I’ve never made the first move on a girl. And i’m the guy who will not show how i really feel about a girl. Which is why i really enjoyed the webcomic Scrubs so much. In it, Kip seems to have the same problem i do so i can relate. *sigh again*
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